What Happens Next

Have you ever done something that you never thought of?
Have you faced all your demons? How many of them have you fought off?
Have you done something thinking it is for the best?
Have you ever driven east when you were supposed to go west?
How many times has it put you to test?
It is not just an expression...it is the habit of what happens next
Have you ever looked at someone and got your heartbeat racing?
Your pupils dilated…vision goes numb with all what you’ve been facing
Oh that look in your eyes…that solace in your ear
That rhythm of your mind..like it is never supposed to disappear
There are times like these you should realize you have taken a fall
Because at certain times, there is no one left to call
You just think back to yourself...”can there be somebody else?”
Where your brain going insane replies “not at all”
It is the part where you get all the numbers that vary
Because what happens next is actually really scary
Because there is not a day when your heart won’t ache
If you don’t see their face
Because there is not a day where all the blood that sticks to your head, it makes you feel like you are going insane.
All your friends start to worry..Family doesn’t understand
“What has been happening to him?” “I guess he’s way out of hand”
Yes this is a tale of a 15 year old…everyone has gone through the same shit and so the story has been told.
Those were the times of the limitless anxiety and the stupid way of our life.
Those were the moments where this was our biggest worry if she would even say goodbye.
It is funny to me how we used to be
I guess that is the beauty of adolescence.
It makes all the pain go away.
Because there are times like now where we drown and honestly our memories save our day.
It just doesn’t matter who you fall in love with that makes it vary.
But what happens next is really very scary.